Wednesday, November 01, 2006
bewildered and confused
ano ba? wala naman, im tired lang, yun nga confused at bewildered, a potpourri of emotionsmakapag personal message na nga lang...
5:57 PM
Saturday, October 21, 2006
usapang ganti pa rin
i still cant think of his reasonsayaw nyang madamay si frauleine, pero wag ka, kung makabandera ng pictures nila parang sila, mas nagmumukha tuloy syang desperado, makipagbalikan ka na nga lang gurliniisip ko, anong effect nun sa akin? e mas parang pinapakita nya lang sa mga tao sa ofis na nang-gago sya, nanloko ng dalawang babae, diba?yun lang naman pala hamon at palabas nya, nagbigay-bigay pa sya ng warning sa akin, haller, wala namang kasense-senseduh, mag-isip ka nga, smarter talaga ako kahit kelan
1:55 AM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
ano ba yun? yun lang?
ano ba yun?yun lang?tas sasabihin nman nya di nya gfeh di sana di na lang nya pi-nostchaka talaga syatama si ms. madz.shungangers!
6:54 PM
Thursday, October 05, 2006
what a discovery
eureka!
hay feeling ko im like a scientist after i was able to recover some of her posts...
originally kase diba she sent me her blog's link
i was not able to read her posts the first time i accessed it, i just made a quick scan as in really quick scan
then ng mejo maliwanag na pag-iisip ko i decided to read her blog
sadness naggagandahang pix ko na ang bumulaga sa akin
and all her posts were gone (and so i thought ... )
tapos kahapon, without any objective but to view again her blog, may nadiscover ako ...
yun nga i was able to recover some of her posts, such as their love history and chronicles of their lives,her reaction with my posts (promise totoo po yung mga posts ko, wag sya tanungin mo, officemates namin ang i-interrogate mo), how they celebrated their dates, her own story when she met his parents yada-yada
reading her posts made me so ecstatic ... crazy right?
as i read her posts i was also reminiscing the same things thats happening between the two of us.
grabe, sa tanda kung to di ko pa rin ma-differentiate ang guy na nagsasabi ng totoo.
ito isipin nyo late march nagninilandi sya mag-text sa akin tas may gf pala syang tinuringan?
late april i learned nagkaroon sya ng gf, tanda ko we were on DR account those days when someone told me he has a gf. so i verified it to our common friend. this common friend told me na nagkarun sya ng gf who resides in laguna, this gurl is kinda demanding for a quality time for the both of them however the guy cant commit to it... so they just decided to call it quits...
so ako tiwala na ako na wala syang gf.
(edit: wala naman akong sinabing reliable source dito ah)here comes june, maliwanang pa sa sikat ng araw ang pagkakatanda ko sa mga pangyayari...
june 2 exactly my birthday, on the other hand its exactly there 5th monthsarry, wala lang, tanda ko lang how he texted me sweet nothings, my pa-mwah-mwah effect pa sya, grabe...
days before june 18 (the dawn naging kami formally, and so i thought...at yang mga araw ding pala yan ay may matindi silang sigalot - to quote from your posts) he invited me to watch a movie kase malapit na kami mag-change ng sked magiging tue-wed na RD ko at sat-sun pa rin sya...and i think that was the day we walk home together (as in like from JG to ayala mrt station) at ang kapal ng mukha nya, he suddenly hold my hand! ako si tanga NR kunyari pro kinikilig deep inside, ah basta ang PDA nya ng mga time na yan, at yan nga yung time na we ate at steakhouse, grabe i really cant believe it that he can act those ACTS! what an actor!
at ito pa yung nagpalakas ng loob ko na wala nga syang ibang gf... actually di natuloy yung panonood ng sine, we attended a birthday celeb of one of his dear barkadas' child... basta hindi ko rin alam kung totoo yung mga sinasabi ng mga taong yun, kaya lang kase si ate noemi ba magsisinungaling? (naks ate daw o, feeling close, sana lang tama name na binigay ko) basta kesyo after four years ako yung naging next gf nya, my gosh, yun pala may current gf sya...
reminiscing the time na nagkabalikan kami gave me goosebumps, todo deny sya sa gurl, pro umamin naman sya sa sup nya na its like the song "muling ibalik"... hay naku artista ka talaga... tapos sasabihin mo ur still adjusting kase ngayon ka lang nagkarun ng gf na kasa-kasama sa work... ? baka naman your still adjusting kung pano magkarun ng sabay na gf? right?
and to the gurl he's not a man YET, beinte-syete
(edit:26 pala) lang yan, also, he's not mr. mature, well need i say more regarding that? moreover, couples going to church is not "an unusual thing to do" unless pareho kayong di naniniwala at bigla kayong pumasok ng simbahan...
have some personal message pala to you...
that's it...
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oh its past 4, still got a shift later, and i have to iron pa my clothes nga pala...
geh ...
12:24 AM
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
let's do the first day high!
last night anne and i watch the movie first day high after so many plans to watch it hehe
the movie is great because of its funny side (hay naku, hate ko talaga mag movie review!)
the fact that it has a lot of values to share esp to the youth, some of which are: knowing yourself first and not just getting along with someone or with a group; the value of friendship; the value of having real friends (anong pagkakaiba nito sa pangalawa?); and the value of priorities - love or career (in my case hehe) ...
the synopsis:
Rebel Gael, Sosy Pre, Nice Guy Nathan, Brainy Indi, MVP MJ2 are about to start their freshman year. College holds the promise of fun and adventure. And that it proves shortly, when all their lives turn complex as they get implicated in a mystery that grips the school.
longer synopsis:
Brainy Indi (Kim), MVP MJ2 (Gerald), Sosy Pré (Maja), Rebel Gael (Geoff) and Nice Guy Nathan (Jason) are college freshmen who enter FDH University without knowing what college life will bring them.
Anxious, excited and scared all at the same time, the five of them make seemingly ordinary, harmless decisions on their first day in school. Unbeknownst to them, these little decisions will eventually set the way they are going to be from that day on and will lead them to where they are right now – in the middle of an investigation on what is known as B.W.A.C.A. or Basketball Water Contamination Accident.
Considered to be the greatest mystery the university has ever encountered, the entire basketball team suddenly started acting funny and collapsing in the middle of the opening game. Not knowing what is happening, the students and other spectators erupt into a riot which brings the game into a halt. With the threat of forfeiting their chances in this year’s season looming, the school chairman and the coach hire the best investigator to solve the case. Initial investigation shows that the water drank by the players during the game was contaminated by a mysterious substance. But the more surprising finding was that the culprit is from the same school!
Who is responsible for all this?!
Is it Brainy Indi who by denying her growing love for MJ2 ends up heartbroken and formulated the anti-love potion thinking that it can “cure” her heartache?
Is it MVP MJ2 who never wanted the pressure that came along from being the next big superstar and from being the current MVP’s brother?
Is it Nice Guy Nathan who was the team’s water boy during that game?
Is it Sosy Pré who would do anything to become part of the most popular sorority even if it means running half-naked and being humiliated in front of the whole student body?
Or is it Rebel Gael who is willing to do anything to avoid seeking his father’s help to the point of dealing with a syndicate just to get the amount he needs to mount his art exhibit?
In the end, it is not only the mystery during the basketball game which was solved but more importantly, the five freshmen begin to solve the greater mysteries in their young lives – family, love and friendship.
click:
http://www.clickthecity.com/movies/movie.asp?movid=10147then choose official website
First Day High-Kamikazee
Nasasabik sa unang araw ng eskwela,
Taas kamay with confidence,Let’s do the first day high.
First day of school laging may kaba,Sinu ba naman gustong mag-isa,
Sana may cute na makatabi,May bagong kaibigan pagtapos ng klase,
Lakas loob hanapin ang katropa,Sumabay sa saya,
Let’s do the first day high.
Nasasabik sa unang araw ng eskwela,Taas kamay with confidence,
Let’s do the first day high.
Umaapaw sa talino,Do the brainy high,
Kung mayaman si papa,Do the sosy high,
Pagmahilig ka sa sports,Do the mvp high,
Kung cool ka at astig,Do the robo high,
Pag solid sa bait,Do the nice guy high,
Itaas ng kamay,Let’s do the first day high,First day high,
Nasasabik sa unang araw ng eskwela,
Taas kamay with confidence,Let’s do the first day high,
Iba’t iba ang hilig,Magkakasundo sa trip,Kung gusto mo sumama,
Welcome ka mag first day high.Taas noo wag kang mag-alala,
Tiwala sa sarili wag ka nang mahihiya,Kumaway wag kalimutang ngumiti,
Sigurado sa iyo ay may babati, hi!Lakas loob hanapin ang katropa,
Itaas ang kamay,Let’s do the first day high
yan lang po ...
2:59 AM
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
superman
hows that for a bf? heaven knows when will that happen hehe
9:40 PM
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
feel too much, fell too fast
so feeling mo nahihirapan ako sa sitwasyon natin? ang kapal nman ng mukha mong magassume ng ganyanhaller hindi porket nagkarun tayo ng mutual feelings ibig sabihin eh di na kita agad agad maaalis sa isip ko (edit: sinungaling)
hu u? i dont need to waste my life with someone who doesnt have a clear view in lifeand someone whodoesnt know how to act his age... yes, i did love you, learned something from you, pero hanggang NOON na lang yun... (edit: really?)
as much as i wanted to remain friends with you, i dont think it would still be possible especially with someone like you...but im still open for communicationto espy: duh espy! why dont you tell that in his face?me: ayoko eh
5:40 AM
hows that for a bf? heaven knows when will that happen hehe