Thursday, October 05, 2006
what a discovery
eureka!
hay feeling ko im like a scientist after i was able to recover some of her posts...
originally kase diba she sent me her blog's link
i was not able to read her posts the first time i accessed it, i just made a quick scan as in really quick scan
then ng mejo maliwanag na pag-iisip ko i decided to read her blog
sadness naggagandahang pix ko na ang bumulaga sa akin
and all her posts were gone (and so i thought ... )
tapos kahapon, without any objective but to view again her blog, may nadiscover ako ...
yun nga i was able to recover some of her posts, such as their love history and chronicles of their lives,her reaction with my posts (promise totoo po yung mga posts ko, wag sya tanungin mo, officemates namin ang i-interrogate mo), how they celebrated their dates, her own story when she met his parents yada-yada
reading her posts made me so ecstatic ... crazy right?
as i read her posts i was also reminiscing the same things thats happening between the two of us.
grabe, sa tanda kung to di ko pa rin ma-differentiate ang guy na nagsasabi ng totoo.
ito isipin nyo late march nagninilandi sya mag-text sa akin tas may gf pala syang tinuringan?
late april i learned nagkaroon sya ng gf, tanda ko we were on DR account those days when someone told me he has a gf. so i verified it to our common friend. this common friend told me na nagkarun sya ng gf who resides in laguna, this gurl is kinda demanding for a quality time for the both of them however the guy cant commit to it... so they just decided to call it quits...
so ako tiwala na ako na wala syang gf.
(edit: wala naman akong sinabing reliable source dito ah)here comes june, maliwanang pa sa sikat ng araw ang pagkakatanda ko sa mga pangyayari...
june 2 exactly my birthday, on the other hand its exactly there 5th monthsarry, wala lang, tanda ko lang how he texted me sweet nothings, my pa-mwah-mwah effect pa sya, grabe...
days before june 18 (the dawn naging kami formally, and so i thought...at yang mga araw ding pala yan ay may matindi silang sigalot - to quote from your posts) he invited me to watch a movie kase malapit na kami mag-change ng sked magiging tue-wed na RD ko at sat-sun pa rin sya...and i think that was the day we walk home together (as in like from JG to ayala mrt station) at ang kapal ng mukha nya, he suddenly hold my hand! ako si tanga NR kunyari pro kinikilig deep inside, ah basta ang PDA nya ng mga time na yan, at yan nga yung time na we ate at steakhouse, grabe i really cant believe it that he can act those ACTS! what an actor!
at ito pa yung nagpalakas ng loob ko na wala nga syang ibang gf... actually di natuloy yung panonood ng sine, we attended a birthday celeb of one of his dear barkadas' child... basta hindi ko rin alam kung totoo yung mga sinasabi ng mga taong yun, kaya lang kase si ate noemi ba magsisinungaling? (naks ate daw o, feeling close, sana lang tama name na binigay ko) basta kesyo after four years ako yung naging next gf nya, my gosh, yun pala may current gf sya...
reminiscing the time na nagkabalikan kami gave me goosebumps, todo deny sya sa gurl, pro umamin naman sya sa sup nya na its like the song "muling ibalik"... hay naku artista ka talaga... tapos sasabihin mo ur still adjusting kase ngayon ka lang nagkarun ng gf na kasa-kasama sa work... ? baka naman your still adjusting kung pano magkarun ng sabay na gf? right?
and to the gurl he's not a man YET, beinte-syete
(edit:26 pala) lang yan, also, he's not mr. mature, well need i say more regarding that? moreover, couples going to church is not "an unusual thing to do" unless pareho kayong di naniniwala at bigla kayong pumasok ng simbahan...
have some personal message pala to you...
that's it...
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oh its past 4, still got a shift later, and i have to iron pa my clothes nga pala...
geh ...
12:24 AM
